Well I got enough for the plane ticket that night. And the next day the Platts called and said the price went up, and that they actualy had another option for a helper that was going to work out easyer.
So I'm working on letting everyone know that I'm not going, and franticly applying for State Arts-In!
At this point the only thng that really bothers me is: Why would God let me do all this work for nothing?
I s'pose it could help everything fall into place for the future, but I don't know how yet....
Thanks to everyone who tried to make this work out, feel free to keep praying for me :)
If you donated money I'll be calling to see what you want me to do with it.
I'll probably still post things on this blog. Follow up on the NewZealand thing, and/or any other crazy things that happen in my life. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.